It seems long ago since my return to the United States but it’s been only five months. I’ve purchased a car, acquired a smart phone and established a routine with my dog. I’ve unpacked just enough boxes to be comfortable and rearranged the closets and cupboards.
I’ve been home long enough where there is no consideration for a cold shower, I don’t remember what peanut butter tastes like and I’ve given up on walking to the market with a backpack. I recently found a forgotten and neglected bag of garbage in my freezer, an artifact of past behavior.
Although I have resumed my past and readjusted to my lifestyle in California, I have changed and look at life differently. I know what it is like to be different. I learned what it is like to be accepted into a different culture and cared for by people who wanted to teach me their ways. Yes, I have been the target of racism, but not often.
Mia, my new granddaughter, arrived four weeks ago and I’ve bonded once again with Ava, my four year old granddaughter. She often looks at me very sweetly and says, "I love you Grandma". Ava and I have been baking cookies and cakes, decorating them with icing and candies. I’ve gained a few pounds which needs some attention but will likely be put on the back burner until January. I reactivated my gym and spa memberships. Now I need to actually use them.
I purchased my car in late August and most days it’s parked at the curb, ignored and gathering dust. I’m not one to remain idol too long, but I must say this has been a nice break from the world around me. I haven’t spent this much time without work since my late twenties. Never mind how many years it has been since my twenties – let’s just say it’s a lot.
Life is taking over. I have been lifted from a slow leisurely pace and into the fast lane. One day bleeds into the next and many times I have to look at the calendar to figure out the day of the week. I still fight the fast-lane concept. Today, I woke up at ten. I was in a panic. I missed Barkley’s grooming appointment. I shot up from the bed and fumbled for my cell phone. I quickly looked for the number of “Poodles are People Too” only to discover his appointment is tomorrow. I went back to sleep.
I have been putting off writing this post as I knew it was my last. I spent the entire day looking at pictures and reading old posts today. It's been awhile since I've had a day of reflection. My life, while certainly not even close to perfect, is good and 2010 was a wonderful year.
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My very last visit to Vierge Point in Micoud |
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And then, just like that this adventure is over |
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I'm home to celebrate Ava's 4th Birthday |
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And see her Christmas Play |
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And bake cookies |
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We enjoyed dinosaurs at the Discovery Center |
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And I have a new granddaughter, Mia Jo |
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Barkley and I are back in routine |
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I have a believer for Christmas |
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I helped spread information about Peace Corps at the Orange County Peace Corps Association (OCPCA) booth in Irvine |
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I was the guest speaker at the OCPCA Christmas Party |
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I have learned about another's Peace Corps experience in Africa |
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And, I spoke to a great bunch of students at Cypress College about my experience. |
Going back to review my year has been fun. I've had a great year. Just a few years ago, I never could have imagined so many possibilities.
I’m on to 2011 and the next chunk of my life. I will begin teaching a course at Webster University in January and will look for some meaningful volunteer work. I hope to fit some travel into my schedule as well. There are so many places to see in this world. Thank you for listening to me. I’ve used you as my sounding board and as a method to keep my service light and not take myself too seriously. Please feel free to comment or email me!
9 comments:
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Adorei Continua assim !!
Amazing pictures! Thanks for sharing!
I have 20 days left in Grenada and I went to your post to get insight on my own reflection piece I will have to inevitably write. Thanks for the great pictures and the story progression. It was an encouragement to me to see you bounced back so well! Bless up!
Hello! Just want to say thank you for this interesting article! =) Peace, Joy.
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